I imagine after so much time isolated and alone it would be somewhat overwhelming. He also would not risk your well-being. Even the slimmest chance is still a chance, and to cause you such agony would be his greatest nightmare.
He is also illogical when it comes to his disease. There is no possibility that he could infect me, and yet he is convinced otherwise. No matter how I have explained elemental theory to him he refuses to see logic.
Regardless of all that, there is a way to make intimacy safe. His saliva would still be a risk, but there is a means of contraception that will protect you from
intimate fluids.
It is by use of an item called a 'condom', which is placed over a man's penis, like one might put on a sock. It is made of rubbery material that shields the man and his partner from any bodily fluids during intimate activities, thus protecting against pregnancy and disease.
When I had brought up the possibility of him one day being able to kiss you without fear, he did not seem disinterested so much as focused on the inherent danger of such a thing. He is terrified of harming you, Aera.
I cannot say what he wants — and I certainly have no interest in hearing of it, in truth — but I think it important that he is assured that if he does wish for more, or to indulge you in more, that you will be safe. That is forever his highest priority.
I think I may have met Lunafreya in passing. There was certainly a familial resemblance, and she felt much like you.
You are welcome to use whichever format is most preferable to you, however I am not very good at speaking in-person about these matters. Text makes it much easier for me.
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He is also illogical when it comes to his disease. There is no possibility that he could infect me, and yet he is convinced otherwise. No matter how I have explained elemental theory to him he refuses to see logic.
Regardless of all that, there is a way to make intimacy safe. His saliva would still be a risk, but there is a means of contraception that will protect you from
intimate fluids.
It is by use of an item called a 'condom', which is placed over a man's penis, like one might put on a sock. It is made of rubbery material that shields the man and his partner from any bodily fluids during intimate activities, thus protecting against pregnancy and disease.
When I had brought up the possibility of him one day being able to kiss you without fear, he did not seem disinterested so much as focused on the inherent danger of such a thing. He is terrified of harming you, Aera.
I cannot say what he wants — and I certainly have no interest in hearing of it, in truth — but I think it important that he is assured that if he does wish for more, or to indulge you in more, that you will be safe. That is forever his highest priority.
I think I may have met Lunafreya in passing. There was certainly a familial resemblance, and she felt much like you.
You are welcome to use whichever format is most preferable to you, however I am not very good at speaking in-person about these matters. Text makes it much easier for me.